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This has gone on long enough. im sorry i cant tell you guys exactly whats going on right now...but i just need prayer. big time. i cant ever talk to anyone about this...not at prayer group...not to my best friends in the whole world... not even to my accountability partner. it's just something that i struggle with and it's freaking stupid to the max. satan wont leave me alone since CIY...i cant even hear myself think. its just "do this" "give into that" and all that other crap he says. I HATE IT. IM SICK AND TIRED OF IT. jeez..i wish more people were awake at 334 in the morning. this is pretty pitiful. it's such a helpless lonely feeling when youre this mad at someone that you cant even see. you never know which way he's going to get in your head.....man how frustrating. please pray for me killer bees. i love you guys. i love you so freaking much.
August 18 2005, 10:54:27 UTC 6 years ago
Sorry I was watching Alien and not on.
Remember, you and God are always in control.
No matter what.
August 19 2005, 03:57:14 UTC 6 years ago
And he can always relate to what you are feeling.
So trust God.
Give it to him.
1 Peter 5:7
Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.
Matthew 11:28-30
28"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."
Don't worry about it either.
Matthew 6:34
Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
August 18 2005, 20:05:41 UTC 6 years ago
Magen, trust me, I KNOW. It'll get better. Pray without ceasing. Read the bible. It helped me a lot. If you ever need to talk, don't hesitate to ask.
I'm praying for you, toucher.
August 19 2005, 02:09:30 UTC 6 years ago